Been Awhile....

So... It's been awhile. Yeah I know, I've neglected my deviant art. I go on and find I have hundreds of little devart watch messages, most if not all I don't care about. I feel so bad I haven't had time to work on my art. Haven't been able to take photos, sew anything I enjoy, make anything that isn't school related that I feel proud of. Yes I went to London and I should put those photos up here. I have some amazing ones I took with my phone, will they ever be put here, doubtful. Life has been pure stress day in and day out. I'm very surprised I'm still alive and functioning properly. Honestly I have two people to thank for that, they love me very much and I them. Without them I'd be a mess. I work two jobs, I'm a full time student and help run two student groups on campus, one of them being a cultural center. I take to much responsibility upon myself. And sadly I wanted to do more...

I want to feel important in someone's life, not just some person who lives day in and day out. Yes I'm apart of a cosplay group that many people look up to, but even in that group I feel like an outcast. And really why do I feel this way? Because I am a very sick individual who has been battling this thing since 2000 that I can remember. I'm sure it has been longer but my brain seems to not want me to remember that time period.

Anyways my point to this journal is to let everyone know, yes I am still alive. I've been doing more with my cosplay group. Please go check them out if you haven't already.



I really should update my DA...